work.responsibilities.love?(wtf (sl) nah happy anot suet?)
Aiyoyo (for some reason I have been saying 'aiyoyo' a lot lately.. Wow why so intellectual Ju)...I honestly am finding it hard to breathe (No lah not exaggerating to get sympathy okay. Really one okay T_____T). I always have to take in deep breaths every two minutes.
Every minute of every day I think about work and how I need to finish it. When I cook lunch, when I read stuff online, when I blog, when I shit. (that pretty much covers all my activities when I am not working... Don't you wish you were friends with me now)
I have been sleeping at 4 a.m. or 5 a.m. the past few weeks just so I can get that little bit of work done. Sometimes I think of not sleeping at all. Such is the glamorous life of Julian Tan.
Besides work, I realized how painful unrequited love really is. How? Cannot tell ( neh neh ni bu bu...) but not like you're interested also..... (WTF I said neh neh ni bu bu.. What is happening to me?!).I think because of being sleep-deprived I am slowly losing my ability to think and speak.
OK lah I know what you all are thinking.. Go to sleep lah Julian!
SO I WILL.
T___T
22 comments:
Take things one step at a time.
A walk in the park would be good for you.
And some ice-cream :D
silly billi ding dong..when are you coming back again?
i'm also sleeping at 4am every night now..well at least i only started a few days back..but you?weeks?and surviving on 4 hours of sleep too *sob sob*
and what unrequisted love?woii what are you hiding from me..
relax clue ju..u sound so zombie-fied!..take more sleep n more sleep n more sleeeeepp..lol~
unrequited love??..horrr..ju boy in love eh?..lol~
work so what :P
sleep triumphs all
yay my kho looks in love!! nyahahaha..
hey u better get more sleep. even spm takers like me dont sleep as little as u do.
LOL
tal, mmmm ice cream. I think a walk in the park would be lovely and relaxing but not in the rain and the freezing cold.haha. I hate english weather T___T
kt, I will be back on the 10th of Dec! But I don't know if I am looking forward to that as I will have to revise for collections in January T___T. Yeah lah Oxford is mad one. This week I have 3 tutes which is approximately 45 hours of work! wtf right. Unrequited love is shit. I hate love (i is made oxymoron i is so smart)
cw, I am very much alive I assure you but I don't know how long that will last. wtf. take back take back! Aiyoyo not only does love suck right but right something happened today when I was at Nottingham! I must tell you but not here!(KT getting jealous but I also wanna tell you lah ok)
huisien koay, easy for you to say! You have had practice since birth!(or what seems like it)
eelyn, how do I look in love? Got look one meh? SPM is so easy compared to this although I thought when I was doing SPM, SPM was so hard
4 hours sleep a day is not enough..u must sleep more k..am worried for u..im sure ur mum is worried for u too..n wtf?clue ju naughty naughty..lol~
omggg..im so curious now!!..love struck n the whole Nottingham thing..update me the next time we meet k..:):)
Hehe. I think you just need to hang in there till you come back here. Then after you meet up with close friends and family, you'll feel much better :D Go play with merlin the cat. haha!
I never knew you thought SPM was difficult , you genius =P
You guys get to go back so early =( My finals only start on the 25th of December ( Christmas is celebrated on the 7th of January in Russia ) ... Ahhh I wanna go back for CNY !!
Lol you sound like you really really need sleep =D
cw, i had my first 10 hour sleep last night! It was amazing T__T. My mom is concerned I am sure. She always asks me to sleep and she gives me the same advice that you do! lol Yeah it is quite funny what happened in Nottingham. Well I'm guessing we will only talk about it in Dec? I would probably have forgotten about it by then..
cheesetal, that would definitely help. Also less work would help too :D
Mynn Dee, I find everything difficult. Some more than others. That means I am not a genius :(
wtf 25th of Dec? That is just wrong! I don't think you are allowed to have exams on Christmas when everyone else is celebrating! Russia is so weird! 7th of January? Who celebrates christmas in january?lol
Yup we have our first paper of the finals on the 25th =( Sad eh ? Russia doesn't care about the rest of the world ;)
Btw , does it snow in Oxford ? Lol just curious =D
whatever the matter batman forever
since you already have so many comments..matters not one additional spam comment.
i is tired.i is looking forward to decemeber.hence i is also looking forward to chill with you.even it means tolerating your study schedule.
i has presentation in 5 hours time.you are wish me good luck.
zzzzz *drops dead*
p.s i have love to tell too.and yes we do it the barter way.
*excuse the typo in the p.s section.
i is too tired.bye.
wow!!10 hours??!..finally u r really sleeping..:):)i sound lik a mum..weee~~ thats a good thing right?..lol!
oh yesss..we have to talk abt it in Dec!!..curiosity melanda..so don't forget abt d whole thing til then yea..lol~~
Mynn Dee, Russia is not part of the real world as far as I am concerned. You are in a totally different universe which I think is UBER cool! It actually snowed the other day(actually night) three times and lasted about 5 minutes each. It didn't snow hard enough to actually settle. But the worst part of it all is I missed it because I was cooking dinner T___T
kt, did you come up with that yourself? "so so suck your toe all the way to......(actually damn lame.Sorry). And what ever happened to your sentence-structuring and grammar? zomg I will have such a hectic study schedule this December! Good luck!! Although you probably have finished your presentation already(with flying colours). Do tell me about the progress of your love life. I wanted to ask you about that guy and the girl. The girl is now your friend? How come so cool one.( I know their names by the way. I just don't wanna say it here)
cw, YES! My mom is amazing and so you should take it as a compliment.haha. omg I can't remember the last time I said or heard "(insert word) melanda". haha. Yeah will try to remember although I do have a feeling I will forget. There is just so much a boy can remember.
okla happy happy.
eh it's neh neh neh bu bu!!! apalah like that also dunno.
and why unrequited love?!?! who doesn't want u lemme go kill the girl u so handsome ok and i have the right to say that without sounding like i'm flirting cause we are childhood besties ok ^_^ wtf
who ask u to go lse! or isit oxford? or cambridge? haih whteverla who ask u to go to such a good school see now got alot work edi.
suet, where got? It is neh neh ni bu bu lah. -_-" As much as I would like you killing her, I don't know if I would be able to survive the bullying I will get for having a girl stand up for me. wtf (sl) wtf
Eh if you can go to Oxford you will surely go right. Speaking of universities, how come got so many naked mt holyoke women posters in Oxford one? I saw 3 already
Hah we can never miss the snow here ... Probably because there's gonna be snow EVERYWHERE ... If it's not cleared it can easily get to a few inches thick ! And plus , i hate the snow =( ROFL yeahhh Russia is in another universe =(
Your snow only lasts for 5 minutes each ??!! hahahahaha
Mynn Dee, geez! It must be freezing! At least people in the UK get summer as consolation for the terrible winter months.
Well , temp's in the negative already =(
We actually get nice summers too ! Temperature will be around 20+ degrees most of the time , sometimes it may even be hotter than home ...
Mynn Dee, I feel your misery.. Can never get it just right can you. Either really hot or really cold! Bleh
Wait , i actually said we have nice summers xD but yeah , winter sucks =( hahaha
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